Hello again!
So it's true I haven't been here in forever.
Your computer's motherboard burning out can do that to you.
But anyway, I'm on a different computer because mine is pretty much down for the count.
So I don't know how often I can check in here.

Update:
my friend is starting this really cool thing, and he has a blog about it. I would appreciate it if you would check it out, he can use the support.
http://thirtydaycommitment.blogspot.com/

Anyway, it's been crazy here. Some reasons why I seem to be going out of my mind:

.This House. is by no means a home. There seems to be a lot of yelling going on, plus the fact that I never see my parents anymore. Most of the yelling and argueing commences when they ARE home. Plus the fact that I am paranoid, especially of being alone in the dark. So people aren't here except my grandparents and I an left to be paranoid. I want to get out of here.

.Paranoia. seems to be my biggest problem. I seem to be paranoid of a lot of things at various times. Some have reasons, some are just random fear. And the biggest, I love the dark && the night && the stars, but I am horribly paranoid of being alone in the dark. Even sometimes when I'm NOT alone I get struck with this paranoia.

Annnywayyy, that's pretty much it for now. I have things to go do.
Bye!
~Kat