Hello again!
So it's true I haven't been here in forever.
Your computer's motherboard burning out can do that to you.
But anyway, I'm on a different computer because mine is pretty much down for the count.
So I don't know how often I can check in here.

Update:
my friend is starting this really cool thing, and he has a blog about it. I would appreciate it if you would check it out, he can use the support.
http://thirtydaycommitment.blogspot.com/

Anyway, it's been crazy here. Some reasons why I seem to be going out of my mind:

.This House. is by no means a home. There seems to be a lot of yelling going on, plus the fact that I never see my parents anymore. Most of the yelling and argueing commences when they ARE home. Plus the fact that I am paranoid, especially of being alone in the dark. So people aren't here except my grandparents and I an left to be paranoid. I want to get out of here.

.Paranoia. seems to be my biggest problem. I seem to be paranoid of a lot of things at various times. Some have reasons, some are just random fear. And the biggest, I love the dark && the night && the stars, but I am horribly paranoid of being alone in the dark. Even sometimes when I'm NOT alone I get struck with this paranoia.

Annnywayyy, that's pretty much it for now. I have things to go do.
Bye!
~Kat

Have You Ever...

Have you ever felt broken and uncared for?
I can truly say that I have.
Have you ever wished that promises would be kept?
I can truly say that I do.
Have you ever wished that someone would just care?
I can truly say that I have.
I have and I will.





So, I've finally had enough of pointless promises.
Of people making you a promise and really having no intention of carrying it through.
Maybe they do when they make it, but they don't in the long run.
And I'm tired of it. I've finally been worn down.
Anyone else out there know what that's like?